Tuesday, May 11, 2004

[listening to: my immortal through perfect 10]

hip hip hurray! exam finish le. oh yes! and i can do whatever i like in this week le. no sch for me on wed and thurs. yes! haha. have to go back to sch on fri.. sian1/2 hmmm monday lesson as per normal le. have to start revising for my oncoming N lvl. gosh.. stress*

had my geo and chem paper. study both of this sub until 4.30am in the morning. so tired lea. thot will just pay off my hardwork. but im wrong. when i saw today geo and chem paper, i was totalli ~ duno how to say lohs. dun have the mood to do the paper. somemore plus my terrible backache, pengs i cant even concentrate. think gona flunk both geo and chem paper. geo i left 1 quest nv do. and is 10 marks u noe!! argh..

mood now was rather confused. is my decision rite? am i doing the right thing? shld i listen to other advice or follow my own decision? my mind was in a *blank now. hais.. though today shld be a happy thing, but why must this thing just suddenly came up to my mind and happen on me? is this one of the obstacle i gona face in my life? i think this is counted as a very minor obstacle. and now i cant even manage it myself. what if somthing big happen on me? what will happen? hais....

Posted by yanAhyan at 5/11/2004 12:58:00 PM