Friday, June 04, 2004

[[listening to: chicago- you're my inspiration]]

listening to this song, i realise that i lack of inspiration, motivation... and alot more.. im a person lack of everything. wasnt realli in a great mood. had terrible headache from evening till now. maybe i haven been slping well. slpt at 7am in the morning and woke up at 12pm.
was watching "love revolution" during the nite. this show realli very touching. especially the couple, they realli touch me alot. seeing them together, i was at there smiling to myself, havta feeling of wonderful-ness. bt when seeing them seperate, my heart was just like a needle piercing thru it. duno why i got this kind of feeling.. am i too emotional? was trouble abt something..
was puzzling why people just dun wana make thing easier? wana make it complicating + troublesome? why? hais.. and now the outcome is that we had to seperate to do our things. went shopping with chewy at j8. didnt realli call a shopping to me. i was not in the mood. i had my reason. realli feeling very trouble, hate whatever i do! i think i shall end my blog here. didnt realli had any mood. takecare.

should i consider u as one of my good fren? i havta feeling of u that is treating me as ur spare tyre. isit true or false? i duno. what i hope is a false.. if it is true, im realli realli regret of making u a fren of mine. i will be utterly disappointed in u...

Posted by yanAhyan at 6/04/2004 11:02:00 PM