Saturday, January 01, 2005

very fast. its a brand new year again. but this year 2005 is really a sad year. so many things happened on the last day of 2004. well, mabbie to make it memorable to us. anyway, hope those families can find their loves one back safetly. had a countdown with grace, eugenia, kian ann, shumei at esplanade. it was cramped. ppl were crazy too. spraying those white foam as well as the crazy ribbon. but really enjoyed myself though this year is not as fun as last year count down. must understand the situation too. so much bad thing happened so where got the mood to celebrate. a sad 2004 byebye!

book a london cab and headed to lijan's hse. what a boring atmosphere at 1st. but ltr on was the girls talk. we were gossiping. kian ann was sleeping. so girls talk. haha. was reluctant to leave her hse when my father came and fetch us at around 4+. slpt till in the afternn again. im really a pig lar.

alrite change topic-

a brand new year. of cos a brand new me. this year, i wana be a new me. been thru alot of ups and downs. really wasted alot of time this year. did alot of stupid mistakes. regrets. gona take o level this year. i shant waste my time anymore. i had made my mistakes alr. now im given a chance. hope i could really treasure it.

a new year. of cos i didnt wana post a sad post in my blog. had a few messages for my families and friends.

to my................

father:
when im sleeping, u came back from work. when im awake, u are sleeping. when u are awake, im outside or im schooling. seldom have the time to sit down and talk to u. the most, is a few words. well, i hope this kind of lifestyle will change. but i think is quite hard though. i will just try my best to stay at home and let u see me bah. haha. disappoint u quite alot of time. sometimes even scream at u. really sorry for what i did. anyway, all the best in whatever u do. all the troubles just go away from ur mind.

mummy:
sometimes my heart really feel aching when i shouted at u back. im trying to control my temper but plssss less naggin from u. nagging really irritates u. i hope we will not quarel often. mummy its time for u to cook. i really miss homecook. im getting sick and tired from those outside food. will not take it for granted anymore. too, i had disappoint u quite alot of time but yet u forgave me. it really feel great. im really fortunate to have u as my mother too. u lemmi do those things i like. u lemmi have my freedom. u are great!

jie:
jie arh. its a brand new year for me and u. though we quarelled often but im really pleased to have u as my sis. when i really need help, u definitely will help me without any hesistation. when i want something, u will get it for me. well hope too, have less quarrel bah. happy working. :)

boy:
ah boy arh. sec 1 alr. time for u to grow up. stop being the ah boy when u are k1 that time. ppl will sure luff at u. slim down abit can. keep eating. growing fatter and fatter alr. stop being so mischievious alr. but dun be so guai cos i will miss ur mischieviousness. ur action make me sometimes from piss to what the .... alrite bah. act like a boy when u entered to ur sec sch in 1 day time. jiayou!

chewie:
surprise to see ur name here? well not lar. my bestest cousin. how could i forget u? been jian fei-ing down together with u. bt i dun see any changes in me. i think we shall change plan bah.
well well well, seldom talk compare to when we are in the pri sch days. realise alot of changes in u. dun worried abt ur looks. u look fine ok. really glad to have u as my cousin lar. when im down, most of the time u are there, listening to my problems. thankiew! a new year, i wish u all the best!!!! take care!

oli aka ah gong aka cheryl tong:
hey my best pal. really shock that we click together huh. cus ur last itme character was so closed minded and mine was the opposite way. really glad to know u. u change my life. i really felt some changes in me compare to my sec 3 personalities. same for u. when im down, u are definitely there for me. though sometimes i may neglect u, but plss dun feel sad or whatever, cos i need to acc my other friends too. if not im afraid that they will think im treating them as spare tyres. i hope u understand. btw, sorry for throwing my temper at u. thanks for tolerating me. u are really a great friend. i hope that when we leave this sch, we will not lost contact. all the best in whatever u do!

osai aka blackie aka grala teo siew PIANG!:
hey bestie partner. why called u my bestest partner? u are my great partner in netball mar. u change my lobe style. u encourage me. u advise me. hey, a new year, u change ur life alr huh? lols. hope u know what am i refering to. hee. sorry too! sorry for showing u my temper lar. moodswing. maybe, im having my menopause. haha. a new year, i hope there wil be a new me as well as ur new u. a new u means a more independent grala ok. a grala whu know how to ON your house stove all these. btw, really enjoyed myself when im room with u in HK. all the best! maucks!

well, here are my msge for them. hope they can get to read it. alrite bah. shall end here! bye!

Posted by yanAhyan at 1/01/2005 11:44:00 PM