Tuesday, May 17, 2005

blogging at home now.
went home relatively early.
wanted to stay back but decide not to.



anw, ltr gona meet zhen and gang to kallang for selection.
dint really have the urge to get in.
but its a good chance then. treasure it?

-treasure it b4 any regrets came.


i jus hate to be home early.
when im home, its a place to make me PISS.



all thanks to my bro.
as i sense, realise that my mother had been compromising me since ytd.
well, not tryin to be hard hearted, talk to her abit.
it was going to be at a stage for me to be good term with her.
den my idiotic bro,
fight with me over the com.


she was siding him. and we quarelled again.
made sandwich for my lunch.
give my dad 1 slice.
din gave my mom thou she was there with my dad.
when my dad asked me for hers, i replied:
"ownself wan den ownself take"


thou is quite far for me to treat my mother, but i was pissed.
argh.

in the end, still serve her in a bu shuang manner.
well, i think she knew abt it.
din scold me abt my attitude.
asked for it. its gona be another cold war.
i jus cant stand ppl nagging or whatever.


my father send me home jus now.
b4 was chating with grala.
while chatting, things jus ran thru my mind.
jus so vexed when i think abt it.


it turned out like this, is partially my fault.
partially my unreasonable attitude
which cause u to be upset over it.
it ended like this maybe due to someone
appearance.

if u are thinkin abt u, no. its not u.
probably im over sens~
sometimes its better to be over sens than anything else.

i really hate someone to lie to me.
it caused me to lose the trust for someone.
it may happen upteem time or
it may not happen again.
it will always stay as a mystery,
only the only one will know
which is eu..


and now she is nagging again.

rachel cheer up. dun brood over it.. tk care..




If u see me loving someone else,
its not bcoz i nv loved you.
Its bcoz u weren't there to catch me
when i fell in love with you..

Posted by yanAhyan at 5/17/2005 03:42:00 PM