Wednesday, May 11, 2005

didnt went sch today.
practically didnt do anything today except for gg to clinic to see doc and had lunch.
doctor said that im lack of vit C! is that so that why im sick frequently?
shld take care of my health more.

didnt blog ytd. wasnt in the mood. sway.
had some intuition telling me that its not appropriate to sch.
despite any hesistation, i still went on.

1st case:
was late for sch. actually not late. but i did not reach the class aft the bell had rang. so late.

2nd case:
wanted to escape from getting the green form. but our face were recognise. somemore is like alot ppl were late.

3rd case:
aft taking the green form, that ong noticed me dont have a name tag and he created a din over there. f**k.
conversation with ong [ roughly ]

ong: u are a councillor and still late
me: im not a alr.
ong: why
me: stepped down alr what.
ong: but u still a ex councillor and u shld not be late.
me: ~
ong: where is ur name tag?
me: dun have
ong: i've the impression that aft u stepped down, u mus wear the metal tag name tag.
me: no. no need alr.
ong: but i've the impression
me: u dun believe u ask NKP loh.
nth to say....
ong: go and stand there [outside general outside]
me: me? why stand there. what did i do wrong?
ong: stand there!

fuck sia. argh. he jus being unreasonable. once a councillor big deal? im still a human. cant i be late? moron!
he stilled asked to to gather all the councillors whu graduated last year to meet him today aft the morning assembly to check the name tag.

case 4:
during recess, he came and created another trouble. dun feel like saying out. he making me pissed off.
spolit my day.

aft sch went to do sch service. never enjoy so much before. was crapping. i am the supervisor for the rest. whhaa. beatrice still can played piano while doing the service. stylo.

case 5:
supposed to had lunch with sitong outside. but it rained. and i catch a cold.


then...... lidat loh.



i didnt mean to lose my temper on u.
i jus hate it when ppl promise and did not do it.
when u asked me to get it, u wan to get it immediately
and so i get it for u.
but now, i just asking u to lend me somthing,
u took a week to lend me. till nw i haven got it.
somemore i did msge u to remind u. if i didnt, my fault. i have nth more to say.
maybe aft u read it, u may think im unreasonable or damn petty or my attitude sucks.
is fine with me if u think of that. but i have said out what i wan from my heart.
its better than hiding things inside.
if i offended u, den very sorry.




dunno. this lately i felt my attitude towards friend change.
esp to the closer ones.
too many things happened.
it made me hate sch.
every morning, i will hesistate whether to go sch or not.
i hate to face the reality.
each time i faced it, i was hurt.
i wan to let it go.. but i cant.
i jus dunno what to do.
hais.

Posted by yanAhyan at 5/11/2005 04:49:00 PM